Syazzinator

Kina Grannis - Cambridge

This might be a little too common for you. But it doesn't hurt to share now ain't it? Enjoy.

Today I had my answers. One I’ve been waiting and expecting. Another left questioned over the years. Satisfied ? I could not tell. One I have expected hit me. Because what I assumed would happen, really came true. No, it’s really not what you quite anticipate . It’s not worth to woe over too. The other mentions this particular person. Probably one I did not spoke to for many months. And that I have not mentioned for years. I started it all with a question.

Remember when I said that I love surprises? Ah. Now I’m giving it a second thought. FIRST: I still can’t get used to the fact that it’s holidays. *groans* SECOND: Anyone remembered the promised result? *groans* THIRD: I still can’t get used to the fact that it IS holidays. Someone’s got an issue. I KNOW. I pray o’ Allah , let there be good news. Well, everything happens for a reason. I have my faith. I do.

Look outside. Do you see what I see? A bright moon stealing attentions of everyone who goes by night. Yes, I’m jealous. To be under the same sky, not meeting each other… That sucks, really.

One day I’ll walk the strange hallway I’ll be in the midst of a new crowd Meet peculiar people. One day Unfamiliar scents will miss the old Search for the missing; Tired of replacements. Then comes your absence. One day (If) I see you at the end of the road Will my fingers creep for yours Once I held so tight to. Can I do it on my own? I’m heading back to the start.

What is fault when all things silenced? Sometimes it’s best not saying anything to keep things low. Ask around? Must you be first? It’s impossible to move from all the mud surrounding these very feet. I am complicated. I can’t make it bolder . Should a tarot come and tell me what I want? That I do not expect. At times I question, I get scolding as an answer. NOT motivation. I guess I should have seen that coming. Holidays are the sum of all miseries. Sorry I can’t define that further. When the mind begins to think, all logarithms appear. And then everything is plastic. Haha. That’s only a piece of my shattered thinking. Till then.

Yes I believe some of you lucky ones have seen me. Where? When I first came around to UNIMAS. HAHA. Honestly… None dared to go near. Imma tell you to whom I spoke first. Qamarul “ The Man ”, Azuan The Roslan, Camillus The Titus. Thanks my men :)

Pack pack and pack!   Did everyone hurry home? Why so soon? Why so… excited? The exits wont run. There I was. Watching packing things and fretting. It’s already time to leave. And I wasn’t ready.

Don’t let go of my hands now that you have them. Don’t waste your tears over my wrongs. Stay like its a need. Hide my pain, love my flaws. In case you’ve moved on , never let me know. Because I hold on to every last bit of this living memory.

He was the past she is re-living. He was the past, and she is the present. The past is something meant to not reoccur over time. Somehow, there is a moment in your life where it can’t be helped and you let it happen, again. Do you know that letting go is one of the greatest lie ever told? It's like hoping for a miracle to happen. Waiting for him to turn your way and finally took notice of the sacrifice you made. You could tell a thousand lies, but your heart always laid the truth. Don’t let yourself be open like a book – so easy to read and be predicted. According to a friend of mine; Jokes are my way of saying the truths.