Mama

Mama.

It's everybody's first word;
simple, meaningful--
and my world.

I'm having a serious fear of my mother leaving
somewhere I couldn't reach her.
It's a normal thing to be worrying about your child.
However,
is it that normal to be worrying about your mother?

I admit;
I dislike having her far away from me.
I could be as protective as she is with me.
Despite the fights,
the arguments,
the misunderstandings,
she is whom I need most.

I'm not sure if that's what you regard as being a mama's girl.

These two night's been killing me.
Let's just say I didn't have a good sleep.

I kissed her while she sleeps.
She doesn't need to know.
I'm shy :3

Truthfully,
I love having her at home.
I don't mind being a thousand miles from her;
because so long she's home,
she's safe.

Two weeks,
will she be away.
I'll prolly get mama-sick.
I wish she doesn't have to go :(


Come home safe,
I'm counting down the days.



This post is dedicated to you, ma.
Missing you,
and loving you most.

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